detectiveofthegarrison asked:
Your hair and photographs are do stunning. Do you make the latex dresses?

Thank you so much! ♥ Yes, they are all by me unless otherwise credited.

Anonymous asked:
Lets say I made a mistake, a big one; I lied, and that lie led to others. There is no justification to my lie, but it was out of fear and desperation and it was selfish. I want to fix it. I lied to someone I loved and the guilt is killing me. I'm scared they will know and leave. I'm terrified but want to make it right, I am just scared of what will happen. I know this is random, but do you have any advice? I admire who you are and was curious?

Just tell the truth. It WILL lead to people being upset with you, but that’s something you will have to face if you genuinely care about the people in your life who have been affected. You can’t claim you care on one hand and on the other refuse to let go of what you have created. I know you care about them but continue to lie will do nothing but hurt them more.

If you want to hurt them more, carry on with the lie. If you want to start over, tell them the WHOLE truth. Part truths don’t work because they only relieve guilt for a short while and lead you right back to where you started. This time, though, you’ll end up feeling even MORE guilty because you will have told them you’ve told them everything.

It’s not worth it. If the people you have affected are meant to be in your life in the long run, they may forgive you. But just remember that if you don’t come clean or you tell half truths or white lies, you will only be showing that you care more about your own feelings and shame levels more than you care about them.

Whilst you should care about yourself and take care of number one before anyone else, there is a stark difference between taking care of yourself and taking from others; in lying, you are doing the latter I am afraid.

Anonymous asked:
You're such an inspiring and wonderful human being. A gorgeous woman who has won. You are winning in life, in many ways others are not. No one can ever be as friendly and kind as you are. Its always sad seeing judgemental people who only like bringing others down because of whatever reason as we are all human beings who want respect and love so why do we hate so much? It's amazing to see that someone like yourself has been through so much, and still you maintain yourself so well, God bless you x

Thank you; I try and be compassionate and respond well to everyone but it doesn’t always work haha! I guess I get a bit frustrated with the world sometimes. I know that if we all worked together the world could be a nice place, but people are so bloody stubborn! I know I can be sometimes. Thank you so much! 

I am now taking orders for prints! I have many images available; feel free to inbox me with your requests; the first orders will be posted out this week!

Anonymous asked:
I just wanna say that I think you are SO beautiful. Honestly, you have such a beautiful and kind heart. That's what i think makes a person look beautiful. You have such a good sense of humour and have been through so much but I wouldn't know. There must have been SO much your poor soul had to suffer before becoming this beautifully independar kindhearted woman. May you stay blessed and I truly wish for a lifelong eternitity of happiness for you! Much love Maja <3

Thank you for your kind words. ♥ I’ve been through things, but then others have been through a lot worse and I’ve seen them come so far. But I do really appreciate this message. :) I must admit I feel a bit odd; I feel like a normal person, I hope you guys realise that. x

Anonymous asked:
I had a dream where I found out u died and I started crying badly because I always wanted to meet u and thank you for helping me so much and one day ( if I have the courage to do it) model for u one day

That sucks! Thank you so much, though. :)

passdatdutch2 asked:
hi dear. is your youtube channell offline? youtube says it doesnt exist. greetsz

I accidentally deleted it when trying to disable Google+. Go me. I hope to get it back but am waiting to hear from Google; if it’s not successful then I will have to start an entirely new channel. :’(

Anonymous asked:
Did your abuse turn you into a lesbian?

No, not really. I think it made me want to be a lesbian because it’s easy to create a fantasy world in your head where people who haven’t abused you are the sort of people you might want to be intimate. Ultimately, I don’t really consider myself to be ‘straight’ or a ‘lesbian’ as such. I’m not really a sexual person at present so neither really appeals to me. I’ve had phases where I’ve really ‘fancied’ a guy, then the same with a woman.

These days, the gender of the person I think about in a sexual fantasy depends on what sex act I am thinking of performing. There are some sex acts that I would find more appealing with a more feminine person, and some with a more masculine, some with dicks. Oddly enough, none with vaginae. I think that’s because of the abuse that I don’t view vaginae as sexual.

TL;DR: No, but it made me more open minded in some ways.


Chhhyyyeaahhh man, I’m awesome. \m/

Anonymous asked:
Still hear say and parroting. If there was insurmountable evidence against him legal proceedings would be brought against him. Innocent until proven guilty. Has any model brought his actions to the police? Surely if what you say is true the old Bill is speeding yo him as we speak. Until a time where he is found guilty which you undoubtedly think he will be, keep your accusations to yourself and then ingratiate yourself with the I told you so moment when he is found guilty.

Nah, that’s not how it works. People are VERY afraid to go to the police over sexual assault and that kind of thing. I straight up stand behind my words. Believe what you want but it only takes a small amount of investigation to come across people who themselves say he is not the sort of person they would ever work with again. That, at the very least constitutes bad references which is enough to put me off working with someone.

I don’t know whether there are legal proceedings or anything like that; if there are, these things take a long time to go through and whatnot and it wasn’t that long ago that people finally made it public what he is like.

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